April 24, 2020
Sometimes it feels like God is far. Ever feel like when you’re praying there is a wall? Like no one is listening. It can very discouraging but that’s because our ego makes us feel this way. Spirit knows we are always connected to God. We are made in his image and it is impossible to be separate because he literally exists in us. When you feel like God is far ask yourself what it is separating you from him. He’s always there but sin can make him feel more distant at times or maybe we just need to spend more time seeking his presence. The Bible says we should draw near him and he will hear us. We just have to trust that he is there even when it feels like he is not there.
God, please forgive me of all my sins. I know that sometimes you feel far but you’re right here with me. Sin separates us from you but I know that because of your grace I am forgiven. You’re so good. Thank you for making my sins white as snow. I need you. I desire a relationship with you. I trust that there is no need to worry because you’re right by my side, ordering each step. The enemy wants me to feel like you’re far so he can can keep your promises from me but I know he is a liar. You’re right here even in the darkness. Thank you for loving me and accepting me. I surrender anxiety and feeling like you’re far away as I draw near to you. Amen
